hey y'all

ok.. this is weird because i know this page has not been visited or updated since like january. but oh well.. just in case anyone reads this.

rohai had a surgery on his left knee on good friday! hmmm... well, it wasn't planned or anything. i sorta had a major fall during one dance clas at LADC and well, remember i had this similar injury back then.. yeah.. it happened again. but this time more serious.

so the doctors told me i had to undergo the surgery now or i wont be able to dance cos the problem will appen again and again. besides, i'm still in NS so all expenses paid. yup.

just thought y'all shud know..

take care lovelies...

so i came bearing gifts!!!!! hahahah! i dun like ricky martin. really i don't! but he's sooo hott here! my god i'm having hot flashes! and the guy he's with is said to be his half brother, erik martin.. they both are hott tamale, no??




it think zaini is their dance choreographer.. u think!? hahaha



hey, min how do you post the pic and then type the words by the side ah!? i have no cluse how to do that!! HELP! but till then.. enjoy!! (ok, at least, only denise and i would la!! min-dear.. i'll try to post something lesbian-friendly k?)

hey girls!!

i've been quite ill lately as well.. having the cough and flu. not fever tho so denise and min.. i feel ya! hope you two are feeling MUCH better now k? well at least better for my party! i'm expecting you all to come k!? hehe.

anyway, my party planning's going as planned. it'll be at riverside walk at some cafe/pub thingy of which the name i dunno how to pronounce! haha.

so anywhoozelbees... yes! i totally am like not for clubbing nowadays! it's soooo expensive, i dun drink, i feel icky after awhile.. and the music SUCKS! wot the hell! seriously, i only go when like it's someone's birthday or there's a special occassion. other than that... sorry babes! and gay clubs sucks even more! i mean the music is like.. i totally dun understand wot u're playing.. it's only once in a while that they play good music that i can actually dance too. i think you need to get high to 'enjoy' the music.. but, ummmm... i dun drink! so how to get high!? sooo stupid la!

so new year's fast approaching.. wot are your resolutions?? i think mine is to volunteer more! haha.. funny rite? it's like me volunteer?! but yeah.. i'm starting anew. i'm volunteering to teach less fortunate children.. for free.. i hope they dun get on my nerve! (:

love you both to bits! (even tho at times i know i'm an annoying bitch! i'm serious. so please dun hate me!)

(:

sometimes i feel so despondent and weak. i used to be so alive.

i miss performing more than anything in the world. i miss being on stage, taking in the feel of the crowd. the feeling of waiting by the wings listening in as the crowd streams into the arena. and as the lights dim, my heart beats faster. i'm ready to step out into the world.

somehow when i stopped performing (be it performing in a band or dancing), i feel like a part of me died.

i miss dancing. the endless rehearsals. the torture of strained muscles. months of practice just for one 5 minutes segment. it's worth it.

national day like, AGES AGO? (: 

template? how about... mould....... hm.

ARGH!!! WHY DID YOU MAKE ME READ HER BLOG!!!

(scrapes my IQ off the basement floor)

WOE IS MEEEEE!!!!

hahahahaha okay it was actually rather entertaining.

*rAiNbOwZzZ* i luv my dear! *teDdy BEar HuGxXxXxX*

wow precious you've got not one but TWO guys on your back? a few queens we know would rather enjoy that. hahahah anyways. what's with the angsty rant? anyways, i'm totally feeling you, girl. just don't bother about those people lor. i want to see vasu's tattoo!!

i went to see rent! nice nice except karen mok's singing was almost as tragic as her tresses. wot a spoiler. i would've preferred the original Intact cast, thankyouverymuch.

tsktsk, precious. you go one round to say me ahhh.. good tht yr exams are over. we shall go out soon! meanwhile i'm gonna be buried under blankets reading harry potter and the half-blood prince. i know i'm slow. (:

think i'm going crazy!

haha!

anyway, sweet dahlinggs, i hope all of you are well.. i'm doing ok. i think i'm pms-ing, if that is even possible! haha!

mannish: there's this studio called LA Dance connection, my friend is a part of the performance group.. it's apparently pretty good.. and they have turns technique classes.. wanna go for it?! hehe..

cupcake: just one more paper! you are confirm going for sweat right?? let's go party!

who else wanna go!?!

bleargh!

confession:

most of the time, I feel like I don't exist
to anyone

bleargh! i hate exams! no one has time for me!! no fair!

more kitty !

precious- ahhh i was looking forward to harry potty ): and yes i WAS wearing denim tht day! lol (: anyways, i havent had access to proper tv since i live in hall (sigh..) but i heard the dance show is lousy. sth like the girls' chaines were all over the place blahblah (according to lm) mm im more comfortable with choreographed steps too. maybe we're just static dancers ackkk!

ah well.

i'm finally home, after taking like 6 papers and they got me all futless. SIGH. MEGA-SIGH.

is anyone watching ANTM's fifth cycle yet? PLEASE DO!

i'm off to sleep. my life is interesting, i know. (: